Feeling like crap as usual. I even looked back at my journal I wrote on the September of 2007 and it seems that not much has changed as of my life. And also that it seems that my journals here have been nothing more than just complaining like a lifeless moron, since that's probably what I am since I apparently haven't taken an initiative to make a change at all.

At least I'm finally out of school for the year and passed every class. I'm just working a lot more. Some days I've just been getting deeply stressed in general. Otherwise I came across something interesting of which my friend found, is something called "Pandora". It's basically an online music system in which you choose which songs you do and don't like, thus it'll try to stick to those types of songs and eventually replay the ones you implied that you do like. My account on there is at: [link] (though I doubt many people enjoy the type of music I listen to xP).

Basically you insert what song or artist you enjoy, and it tries to match it. It records that data as a "station", thus you can switch between what types of music you enjoy when you have separate stations. One thing to note, the services seem to be a little slow at first (or at least for me), thus you may have to just give it a couple minutes for it to register and so on.

Otherwise, yea, I've pretty much been working lately. I've mostly been stuck in my room throughout the break so far (though I'd obviously like to do more), but no friends seem to be interested to do anything nor do I even know if I have true friends.. And yes, I need to eventually somehow get out of the habit of writing these types of journals since it's pessimistic for the most part and since my own life is my owned damned fault.